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					I remember him the first time I saw him 
					his tall frame crouched over a cup of coffee 
					his long black hair hanging down in his face 
					his black leather over blue denim open, showing white t-shirt
					beneath 
					my breath caught 
					it was January 
					 
					I remember him when I met him 
					he came on bold then turned shy 
					he knew what he wanted, but feared the words to ask 
					he asked me what I wanted, I used the words--fist, ass 
					he feigned shock and roared away on his bike 
					it was May 
					 
					I remember him the first time I took him 
					relaxed, he lay back, hungry for the touch 
					I gentled my slick fingers into him, patiently making my entry 
					amazed, he arced his body up, driving my hand deeper 
					I looked up the length of his bas-relief body to his face, lit
					with wonder and joy 
					it was June 
					 
					I remember him the last time I took him 
					a hot night, his hair sweat-plastered to the hard plates of his
					chest 
					his face, his body--tight, telegraphed need 
					I opened him and he thrust back, encompassing my arm 
					sweat streamed down his face, his mouth hung open in a silent
					howl 
					"make it hurt," he commanded--I obeyed 
					it was August 
					 
					I remember him the last time I saw him 
					his wild eyes tried to trap me 
					over the edge, I thought 
					"never again," I told him, 
					"your want is too extreme" 
					it was December 
					 
					Flashes of his hunger still haunt me, 
					one year past. 
					 
					April, June, August, 1992 
					  
					 
					Copyright 1992 (c) by RedRight@Winternet.com
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